Judo training was so tired

today I shouted out my first "fuck" in my life

I shouted:"I'm FUCKING TIRED!" ≧﹏≦

cos today's Judo training was really tough

I was traing from 5:30 til 9:00

and fought 6 times

1 time wif a black belt gal

1 time wif a bronw belt gal

1 time wif a green belt guy

2 times wif 1 white belt guy and 1 times wif a white belt gal

and the fight almost kill me!!! ＞﹏＜

I felt I've died 10000000000000 times during today's training

and at the last few minutes of the frighting

I really used up my energy

and just lay on the tatami let others threw me

the coach even asked us standing and walking by our hands!!

it's really a BIG disaster to me cos I've never do that b4!!

and both my partner and I didn't eat anything b4 training

so when we walking with our hands

we all felt wanna vomiting

what worse

I hurt my toe badly during the training at IJC last month

but today 1 tall guy steped on it

ouch!!!

it was FUCKING PAINFUL!!

then when I heard we got 90 push-ups as today's punishment Σ( ° △ °)︴

I just wanna kill myself!!!!

but fortunately

all of us were really very tired

so the push-ups canceled

but some of us need to stay aft training

to learn standing and walking wif our hands

and guess what "lucky" things happened?

my wrists got injured!!! -﹏-

and my partner hit her head on the tatami!!!

the hurts r so good!!

and I thought I'm the poorest ppl today T_T

now I was fucking tired

fucking painful

and wanna say so many fucks

cos I'm fucked up today!! ˋ﹏ˊ